Today I went to the Dr. It is always an adventure to get oneself through the tangled mess that is the Yale-New Haven hospital jungle, but I manged with the help of a very good friend who offered to drive me on this wet day. I had a nice "chat" with a receptionist on whether my co-pay was $20.00 or $35.00 (amazing how a CDN ended up to be right about that one), and enjoyed chatting with my Dr.
In an amazing twist of fate, my current Dr. has the same surname as my long standing family Dr. from back home (he had been my Dr. for over 25 yrs). I didn't pick my current Dr. for his last name, but it's funny how those things go. I'm still getting used to my physician sitting down, chewing the cud, and actually really LISTENING to what I'm saying. All in all we have a great fit with our PCP: he believes in less is more where meds are concerned and he's interested in a holistic approach. I appreciate that in a Dr. and I'm sure glad I had a chat with him today.
Since I was a little thing I've struggled with asthma. I can remember weekly visits to our Dr. in elementary school to get blood work done in connection to meds I was on for asthma. I remember how many events and activities were difficult or had to be tailored to fit my condition and I remember "Asthma Camp" which instead of making me feel more "normal" actually ended up making me feel like even more of a freak due to the fact that chlorinated pools are actually a trigger for me. Many attacks, inhalers and triggers later, I have managed well with my condition. This past fall I had a particularly bad cold and apparently I never really recovered from it. My Dr. told me today I am a "tough old bird". Not really, I just knew without a fever there really wasn't much he could really do for me. But, after a few months of wheezing, coughing and feeling like I was going to suffocate, I had enough.
A new inhaler later I will be on the mend in a few days. I came home today grateful for modern medicine and grateful for a really good physician. Two more blessings to add to the list.